I Will Be

There's nothing I could say to you
nothing I could ever do to make you see
what you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you'd go

I will be by Avril Lavigne

I cant understand that it was so hard to leave. When you just come inside. Take risks and keep run. Hardly said that everything is okay, while I go weak inside. Every time I got hit, I just can said this is my fault. I keep you walk smoothly without any problem. Reassure that I thinking about you always.

Every time I shout louder, I really wanna make it. loving you just make me fall apart. push me away from my own step.. This time, with those big pain you drowned me deeper. With those prejudice I almost apparent to death. Still... I give you my pardon. I don't know why should be you.

#myself_it's okay