Blue...

The day when you come to my life,,
Firstly it's a white day without any colors, but you go to the sky and fill my life with the color of sky. Then, sometimes you change it into brown when you ready to cry inside me and sometimes it moves into red to show that your heart is really happy. You are the color of my life up to now, even though you cry with pink color and smile or laugh with the dark blue. You show everything that I never met before.
Until...
You give me the most blue on my way. You said that I must paint my own color such as your way, it is not only to make me as happy as you but it consider to make everyone happy.
Today, you are blue in my eyes... everything is dark when you walked away. You gonna go far away from my standing place. Sending so much darknesses when you step after. I still can't stand on it.
But, I know that you want to keep me warm with the distance. Keep me strong after falling down. I know what you mean about the distance..




Malang, 4 May 2012
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